Narcisism

There are two types of Narcissistic Personality Disorders. The individual whose surroundings supports his or her ego, and demands that he or she present their selfish behavior will develop to be a kind of an exhibitionistic narcissist. These types of person thinks that they are superior to others, but at the same time his or her personal feelings are ignored. To make his or her feelings of satisfaction, to come back, the person will attempt to make the environment support his or her enormous claims of superiority and perfection. On the other hand, if the environment feels threatened by the person's ego it will attempt to suppress the person from expressing him or herself. These kinds of persons learn to keep the ego hidden from others, and they will growth to be a closet narcissist. The closet narcissist will only reveal his or her feelings of fulfillment when he or she is convinced that such revelations will be safe.

Is our negative leveling of narcissism a defense against a demanding call of the soul to be loved?"

By denying our narcissistic tendencies and by labeling this part of our dark side as negative, we our only repressing the growth that our soul desires.

The more we push narcissism away from us by disowning it, the more self consumed we actually become. In my own life, self-love was one of the greatest and most valuable lessons learned through very difficult circumstances.

I discovered that the importance of self-acceptance must first be established first from the inside our self if I was ever to sincerely receive love from another. Our potential does not create our attitude, but our attitude creates our potential. I think that when people change their perception of self, then their lives will for sure change as well. Including our narcissism simply means that we pay attention and learn from it. When we express narcissistic behavior, or when we find ourselves offended by narcissistic people, we must pay close attention to what our soul is telling us. For if narcissism is an external display of our lack of inner love, than our soul is willing to be feed and needs greater acceptance and approval from within.

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