Me

My last words to you. You never understood me like I thought you would. I tried to help you grow as a person not change but help you. I told you from the begining what I was not ready for but you never listened to me. I wont lie you were selfish. You only wanted to be with me but you never took the time to really see what I was about. That made me angry you were blinded by your feeling of wanting to be with me you never truley understood what I wanted. I never wanted a guy I could walk all over I wanted some one who was strong and hard working and trustful. You thought you understood but you didnt. I liked how things were when we were friends because I could tell you anything and I knew you wouldnt expect anything in return and i always told you i tested my friends and that before I could be with any one I had to know I could trust them and that they wouldnt betray be but you did. You told me you would wait forever to be with me. well I knew you wouldnt wait forever but what were the only rules that I told you? I cant believe you. You really did disappointment, all this time I thought would help you gain some perspective and get your life on track and maybe we could chill again but you had to turn around do this... Did you really think I wouldnt hear anything? All in all I would not have expected anything like this from you but I guess you really are just like the rest of them it just took time for it to all come out. Now you know why i never really trusted you, I knew something like this would happen. Things that go on in my life i dont explain because ppl dont understand. You well your just shady, i guess all in all you should just stick with the kinda of women you'd been dating. That's what your use to any how. I really did try to help you but you only made me more angry because you couldnt see it. You brought out the worst in me because you couldnt see that all i really wanted was for you to get your life together before you can think you have fallen for someone.... well I hope things work out for you I really do but I cant keep telling you what all you have to do.... So now you can do what you always do and go cry to another woman that you will eventually make your self fall for and go through your whole cycle again with. I really did want to be friends and well i guess you were just in it for what you could get...

Dont worry I will be giving

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