Cheatin Because I Don't Have a Paper

if i'm to know because i'm going to go where the people go

in your islands there's a play for every lost

looks like it all went wrong, what am i to do?

looks like it all went wrong, what am i going to do?!?!?!??!??!

there's plenty of races in the fish

ok, so outside of this here and now exists things that i've got to make contact with. They are shaped like me with the same outer exteriors, but maybe it's just that i can't keep up. They keep blabbering on about what they know and none of it seems to impress me. Except me. so maybe in old age we learn to accept those things that when we were younger we wanted to accept more. I'm more belonging to things that are as they're meant to be. I can't be out in the public without a public hard-on -on in my eye. I'm trying to think of the belt but i'm going straight for the chainline tilt. That's when you push back on your chair and wait for the rush to stop up. I can't believe. where'd she go. and here i am. so we push and i topple and then we both look like what's going on but we are where we need to be to be distracted enough from things not to think about maybe we should give it our all and push things up and further, and farther.

I'm choosing just one. all these things seem to be. well, will i ever feel these things again. So sometimes ithink about how i don't want to lose you but i want to have two. the x-files. and fun with that. So then i'm breaking up with my girlfriend and along comes a butterfly that says. Hey i'm not looking for anything other than a squirt to squat down on. Let me think about looking you up in the techtionary of fun. Logical it would seem. Over and up above the clouds live little oh who gives a shit anyway. Things are places are out there and we're having fun. I thought we could talk about losing

just one and then looking out to the clouds to make sure that nothing incredible was going down and then wonder about maybe if it would be better to take the cab to the store which is just two blocks away but maybe we'd ask for directions first because it could have moved farther away or i might not be able to recall it correctly. And so then from afar came a ghost and landed on the cupboard of a clock-timing in the way of old beat dance tunes. I'm afraid i can't get together enough to hold on to the camera ok steady let's move it in closer and hold on to things that look like ourselves holding things.

the last time we saw you, you were helping hold together a crowd of rowdy towdy oh my god what happened that night, of yeah the E.....then everything changed. Although that herbal ecstacy seemed to do the try. was it that i just couldn't cut it. I mean i was supposed to move past those things and come open with you about how i felt and how much that made me mad and angry and i believed those thoughts i shouldnot have had. I never thought that you'd never want me to feel none no. But that's not really how it is i'm just trying to make you feel like something i feel which is kind of like telling you that i don't really want to hang out with you all the time which goes against what i previously just said because you asked if we were going to be together for ever and then i said yes i think i mean i can't remember it but i remember feeling like it probably wouldn't be any other way and maybe you wouldn't like that but i inted to keep it like that.

i don't like it when you aren't interested in doing the things i want to do.

i feel frustrated becaue i feel like we do a lot of things that you want to do and i feel like i give more in that area than you. You knew that i just wanted you to come along, like to the store and stuff, but you just couldn't and i just knew that you could if you really wanted to. so i really wanted you to come, how can that be bad. But you didn't

I am angry that you never listen when i tell you things. I know, way over-exageration but i just feel like at times you just aren't listening and it hurts me because you aren't interested in what i'm saying. But i have nobody else to tell.

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