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Toward a Topography of the Parallel Universe

Kaysen begins her account of mental illness and hospitalization with a question often posed to her: how did she end up there? Kaysen believes that people are curious about the circumstances of her hospital stay primarily to discover whether they might find themselves in the same situation. "It's easy," she says, to find oneself in a "parallel universe" of mental illness. Georgina, Kaysen's roommate at the hospital, was stricken with severe depression during her junior year at Vassar. While watching a movie, Georgina realized that she was undergoing some kind of mental breakdown. Most people suffering from mental illness do not enter the parallel universe immediately, Kaysen says. Instead, they catch brief glimpses of this other world where everything is different, including time, the laws of physics, and even the way everyday things appear to the eye. Eventually, the temptation to cross over is irresistible, and the alternate reality replaces the familiar. Once in the parallel universe, one is perfectly aware of the world left behind.

The Taxi

Kaysen travels to the suburbs of Boston to see a psychiatrist. He notices that she has a pimple, and that she has been picking at it. Kaysen describes the sense of achievement she felt that morning, popping the pimple. The doctor believes that the pimple is a symptom of a self-destructive disposition. He suggests to Kaysen that she take a rest. Kaysen agrees under his repeated questioning. She is tired and distracted by thoughts of the effort it will take to travel from the doctor's office to her job. While the doctor calls to reserve her a bed at a mental hospital, Kaysen considers escaping, but she is too exhausted. Kaysen notices that the doctor seems pleased, even proud, of his decision. She weakly attempts to postpone admission to the hospital, but the doctor is firm: she will leave immediately. He puts Kaysen in a taxi and instructs the driver to be sure that she makes it there. Kaysen, having submitted to the plan with little argument, thinks about how much more pleasant it is to be driven in a taxi than to wait for a train.

Etiology

Etiology is a branch of medicine that deals with the causes of diseases. This chapter is a one-page, multiple-choice questionnaire, asking us to identify which of the answers best describe an imaginary patient. Several of the questions are absurd, asking whether the person is possessed by the supernatural. Others present historical treatments of the mentally ill, from removal of the uterus (hysterectomy) to leeches and electric shock. The final questions are the most relevant to Kaysen's story: is she in fact in full possession of her mental faculties while the world has gone mad? Is she embarking on a dangerous voyage that will take her life?

Fire

Polly is a fellow patient of Kaysen's on the hospital ward. Prior to entering the hospital, Polly poured gasoline over herself and lit a match, badly scarring her face and upper body. Kaysen notices that scar tissue does not age or change as skin does, but remains the same throughout a burn victim's life. She imagines that the ruined tissue is a protective shell disguising the person underneath. Despite her horrific injuries, Polly is always kind to the others and never complains. Kaysen thinks that the fire must have burned any negativity out of Polly forever. Kaysen concludes that anyone who would choose to end her life so painfully must have tremendous courage. Kaysen tried to kill herself once by swallowing fifty aspirin, but she thinks that her half-hearted effort means little in the face of Polly's dramatic choice. One day, the girls on the ward hear crying and screaming. They discover Polly overcome with emotion, as though she has seen her damaged face for the first time. Kaysen realizes that though she might one day emerge from her difficulties, Polly is trapped forever in her damaged body.

Freedom

Lisa has run away. Despite frequent escapes, Lisa is always caught and returned to the hospital, disheveled and cursing at the nurses and orderlies. When the girls ask Lisa what life is like on the outside, she tells them that it's scary without caretakers. Lisa sleeps and eats very little, giving her a wild look that intrigues the other girls. The nurses are resigned to Lisa's insomnia, and they allow her to sit in the hallway at night. Although she usually returns from the outside world to resume her role as mischief-maker, Lisa is oddly subdued this time. The nurses have put her in solitary confinement, cutting off her fingernails and removing her belt to ensure that Lisa cannot hurt herself. Kaysen thinks that the nurses misunderstand the nature of Lisa's illness: she is a sociopath who would never hurt herself. Lisa sits silently in front of the television with the catatonics and depressives whom she used to ridicule for inactivity. The girls wonder whether the nurses are drugging Lisa with sedatives. Eventually, Lisa begins to spend time away from the television and only in the bathrooms instead. One day, Lisa greets the girls as her smiling, familiar self. When the girls hear the nurses rushing around in alarm, they investigate. Lisa has wrapped the entire television lounge in toilet paper, stolen over time from the bathrooms. Kaysen realizes that Lisa has been planning the prank for months, disguising her scheme with odd behavior.

The Secret of Life

Kaysen has a visitor. She wonders whether it is her ex-boyfriend or her high school English teacher, with whom she had an affair. The visitor turns out to be James Watson, an old family friend and one of the Nobel Prize-winning discoverers of DNA. She hopes that Watson will share with her the secret of life. Kaysen is fond of Watson because of his quirky personality and unconventional behavior. Watson thinks that McLean is an unhealthy place for Kaysen, and he offers to help her escape. Kaysen considers the offer but declines. She tells him that she thinks she should stay.

Politics

Georgina, Kaysen's roommate, has a boyfriend named Wade, who lives on another ward. Wade is angry and often violent, requiring two orderlies to pin him down during his outbursts. Wade tells the girls that his father is an agent for the CIA, knows who killed JFK, and is a veteran of the Bay of Pigs invasion. Wade also tells stories about his father's friends E. Howard Hunt and Gordon Liddy, whom he describes as dangerous men likely to "do anything." Neither Kaysen nor the nurses believe Wade's stories, but

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